things hab to change le ba
dear, sweetheart , darling, aiai , piggytan , dardar ..
all doesnt belings to me le
REPLACED..

cant really take the fact..
but there nothing i can do..
waiting for him seems like catching a small fish in an ocean..

he said he changed..
YA he changed..
his heart change..

mani ppl encourage me to look forward
I WILL
all i need is time tiME TIME..

also cant blame him ..
there's my fault to..
no point regretting now..

no more moves..
no more next time..
no more again..
no more ..
nothing much to sae..

new yr begin
new LIFE woo..
or should i get a NEW BF too?
haha..JK..

Ohh I want to let you know
That I'll always love you baby
Sometimes I think about
Everything that we've been through
And I pray that you would just open your eyes
I love you (I love you baby, I love you to girl)
I need you (I need you too)
So please don't throw our love away (forgive me girl, Don’t throw our love away)
Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone
I knew from that night something special went onIt must have been the first kiss
You told me that nobody else in the world made you feel this
I felt the same way too but nothing stays the same
I'm sorry for the tears
I'm sorry for the pain
You were the one that always made things right
I promise you this though you got a friend for life
Maybe one day we can try it again
And maybe things can be a little different
So lets just kiss and say goodbye
Cuz I really cant stand the pain of seeing you cry
I've given everything (given everything)
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything (yeah)
I loved you endlessly (oooh)
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me(NB ridaz)
All that's mine is yours that's what I said
Treat you with love and respect in everyway
You wanted I gave you need me I was there
Now you treat me like if I'm not here
I love you and I need you don't want to let go
If you want somebody else please let me know
Can't take it no more I feel I'm dying inside Is this the price I pay for handing you my life?
I know I'm not perfect but I truly care
So when you wake up one morning and I'm not there
Jus remember I loved you it will never be the same
Gave you everything and you threw it all away
I've given everything (given everything)
I loved you endlessly But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything (yeah)
I loved you endlessly (oooh)
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I gave you my good and my bad
My heart and my soul,
My trust my money my time,
What more could you ask from a man
Even when times were hard I held out my arms and held you
Even accepted you through whatever weather
But now I'm feelin we're at the end of the road
Whatever we had now I got to let go
Nights like this I wish raindrops would fall To cover my tears
Wishing I could replace all those wasted years
Of loving someone who couldn't love me back
And now again I got to start from scratch
But I know I've given you my everything
I've given everything (given everything)
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything (yeah)
I loved you endlessly (oooh)
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

This song really really reflect how i feel super love this song.. repeated dunno how mani times le...T-T

finally finally saw him..
so tann.. so cute ..
he look so diff from last time..
almost cant recongise him

veri confused at the moment i saw him
din really care abt him den we walked to sakae for lunch
feel kind of weird
but when we eating i saw the ring on his hand
T_T is tt the ring tt he bought for us?

OMG LA CONFUSED
i will still wait no matter wat..
woo i am still stupid after all =D
i noe wat is the result that i will get though
i am still stupid =D
FREAKING STUPID XD

T_T 21 21 21 21 21 SUX LA.. 1 yr 9 mth ..SIAN LA stupid me